4 years ago
This isn t my real name. I didn t feel comfortable...
This isn t my real name. I didn t feel comfortable using it out of fear of what others would think. Awhile ago, I was sent to Logan River and was there for over a year. Being there declined the progress I could ve made if I was learning skills in the real world. They didn t teach me how to function in life or any life skills that I should ve learned to be an adult (taxes, paying rent, job applications, interviews, applying for colleges, etc). In the outside world, we could ve learned, so we wouldn t be completely stuck as adults. Instead, they score you on your behavior every day. The kids with higher scores get praised, while the kids with lower scores honestly get trashed on. They determine your discharge date based on phases, which is a large stack of paperwork which determines as well as your score, if you can move up a phase. If some staff disliked a student for whatever reason, they will purposefully give them bad scores because they don t like them, even if the student had a perfect day! This is considered behavior modification, NOT THERAPY. Behavior modification has proven to be ineffective and even to cause more harm than good in the long run. Therapy is supposed to teach you how to love yourself, to work through your past traumas so you can be fulfilled and genuinely happy with your life. It s supposed to help YOU figure out who YOU are and want to be, not what they want you to be. It s not supposed to put you down as a person like Logan River does. I noticed while I was there that they try and change your personal opinions, values, and goals, to theirs. Teens should learn to figure them out for themselves. Besides that, most of everyone who works there are Mormons. I m not the type to judge based off religion, but Mormons have extremely strict rules, which they tried to impose on us. We were not allowed to talk about politics, religion, or boys. We weren t allowed to talk to or look at the boys and if any of us did, we would get in trouble. I have zero doubts that was discrimination. If any of us swore on accident even if we stepped on something and it hurt, we got in trouble. I was falsely accused of a lot of things throughout my stay there and couldn t even negotiate my way out, or else I d get in even more trouble, so I felt like I had to just keep to myself, keep my opinions to myself, even though I have a right to my own opinion, keep my head down, and do everything I can to get their approval, even if I didn t agree with it. It was exhausting trying so hard to get them to like me, but I knew I had to do it so I could get out and finally be happy as I deserve to. I ve since learned that the only persons approval I need is my own. If I am happy of the person I am and the decisions I am making, that s what matters. Logan River destroyed my confidence in a lot of ways, and I ve been working hard to gain that back. Being there made me feel weak, because I couldn t do anything, so I felt helpless. On top of that, the staff they hire are all in their early 20s, and most of them have no experience or knowledge on how to treat teens. I don t think that mattered to them. Logan River makes a ton of money each year, which is why they continue to try and make the students stay there as long as possible by convincing the parents that it s best. Some people were even there as long as 3 years. Nobody should have to go through that. I met a lot of students who were there just to finish school, and didn t even have any issues, but they will take whoever they can so they can get more money. Not only are most people that work there ignorant, but so many of them were mean. I would lay in bed at night, or be close by and actually hear them saying awful things about me and other students. Hearing some of the things they said hurt me a lot. Looking at the reviews, most of the 5 star ones are from staff that work there, not people who actually experienced it. They re most likely trying to raise the score to get more money. Don t send your kids there. I just don t want anyone to go through what I went through.