3 years ago
I just got home today from a 10 day stay at cedar ...
I just got home today from a 10 day stay at cedar hills. I have never been treated this poorly by a facility in my life. During my assessment it was made evident that I needed to be admitted (suicidal ideation and severe depression) I also knew I needed to be admitted as I was in desperate need of medication management. I explained to the staff that I am a non binary individual, and gave them my preferred name, told them my dead name legal name so that there would not be a mix up for insurance purposes- and explained to them that I preferred they/them pronouns- this was not respected by MANY staff members, I was dead named about a thousand times- even by the therapists and scoffed at upon attempting to respectfully correct them, and even educate them on how to address me. (Example- I may have two names listed, I understand that it s confusing, in the future when you see that try asking what name do you prefer I call you so that you don t upset someone ) This caused me a great deal of discomfort and really hindered my success here. I believe that this is a training issue/ personal issue with a lot of staff members. I had a few questionable encounters with staff members, for instance; when you take a shower at cedar hills- they round every 15 minutes to ensure your safety. If you are showering you are required to show your face and hands to the staff members. I am ok with this, however; I asked an RN named Don for my towel and hygiene bin and took it to my bathroom, got undressed and within a minute Don knocked on the door and asked to see my hands and face- I told him that I needed a minute to get dressed because I wasn t decent (it is also in my chart that I have sexual trauma so this encounter was VERY triggering) he yelled SHOW ME YOUR FACE AND HANDS and then decided to overstep my personal boundaries and attempt to pull the curtain in my bathroom- this put me into an automatic fight or flight response, I threw on my shirt and showed him my face and hands to have him laugh at my crying, panicked face. He scoffed and walked away. After my shower I gave him back my hygiene bin and demanded to speak to his supervisors and asked him to show me the policy on shower checks- because I wanted to know it what instance staff were allowed to expose patients bodies, in a shared recorded room. He again, treated me like I was less than human stating that he is not allowed to show me their policies- and only after yelling at him did he call his supervisor. After talking with said supervisor she asked if I would prefer that she take Don out of our unit for the night (I was on the north unit) I said yes please and instead of removing him he actually worked overtime on the unit, causing me to feel extremely unsafe and unable to ask for my night meds, use the bathroom or anything else until he left. There is a therapist on the unit named Killian who treats patients terribly, and is unwilling to create a fair therapeutic space for patients during covid. With a full unit of 24 only 12 are allowed in a group at a time meaning 2, 30 minute sessions, instead of letting 12 in, doing therapy and having a next group come in and starting over for the patients- he would let 12 in, and if people left, others could come in at the end without starting over leaving many of us only getting the end of the sessions closing statements this very much hindered my success- as I didn t get the opportunity to benefit from group therapy if he was the one offering it that particular day. There were more instances where I felt deeply saddened by some of the staff here, however; I want to just note that this hospital is HORRIBLY unorganized, VERY unsanitary, and POORLY managed. I am an understanding person, who works in the healthcare field- but the RNs that work here at undertrained, non empathetic, and just plain rude to the individuals under their care. The mental health techs were GREAT! Lyndsay, Kirsten, Alex. Thank you. Therapists Lizzie and Jessica were amazing. I hope that everyone else employed here can learn from the 5 of you.