4 years ago
Dear Honorable Judge Deason
Dear Honorable Judge Deason
I, Fallon Fossum am respectfully asking you Judge Deason to read while having the understanding heart of a husband, father, provider and best friend. Hopefully you will be able to find compassion to genuinely accept my deepest apologies for all of the numerous posts on the internet including Facebook. It was a sad, impulsive action that I admit and own full responsibility. From my heart to you and your family I am Sorry. Feeling helpless and being over one-thousand miles away, it has been a challenge to get my thoughts to work concurrent with my actions during these difficult months that my husband has been detained. My behavior was undeniably inappropriate and immature. I was not thinking of how far the ripple would travel after a raindrop falls on the ocean. The words were only reflections of how devastated I was with everything going on. I directed my anger towards innocent persons whom did not deserve it. None of the cretinous things written or portrayed in my words were a real depiction of Judge Deason or the Oklahoma County Court system.
Though I can not explain how hamed I feel and repulsed on the horrible impression of my own character I displayed publicly. I can not even begin to try to convince you how acute this behavior is for me.Regretfully I did this in the irrational moments of panic and terror. With no one willing any information and I have realized the damages that i have continued to cause and distracting you and others from focusing on getting my husband home quickly, healthy and unharmed.
It is embarrassing and shameful to admit that the result of my selfish actions did not get anything positive accomplished. I am hoping that you will accept this apology wholeheartedly so that we can move forward. I hope to remove and destroy anything i have written or posted that shows and false and/or negative light of Honorable Judge Deason or Oklahoma County Court System. I wish nothing more for you and your family to heal from the damage i have caused. Also to reset your view of me as a human being. i'm starting with this letter also to remind myself of the consequences of hasty decision making costs. I will rebuild a positive rapport with you. I will never duplicate such a thoughtless actions all the while learning to recognise when to keep my opinions documented locked without a key to my inner monologue.
Again, I am sorry for my actions and I hope that we can put this matter behind us. I look forward to being in your state in a week or less. If you have any thoughts in this, please feel free to contact me. You may contact me at your convenience
Sincerely,
Fallon L. Fossum