My good experience was when I had my daughter, she...

My good experience was when I had my daughter, she was a miracle. Premature and we both had toxemia. About to meet our maker, Kawea pulled us both back to the living. She has issues because of the life I was living and I have mine. We both live today and I struggle with guilt and shame every day. No one knows the struggling truths of a mother's pain but the mother herself. I am Carmen.