A long time ago when I was in elementary school I ...

A long time ago when I was in elementary school I don't know where my dream to continue my education at that time was, until when I stepped on the bench I chose to major in computer & network engineering and in fact I didn't like or could be said to lack interest in things that were smells of calculation, whether it's because my IQ is lacking or indeed because of the teaching methods / lessons that are not good or I can not understand. Until finally itb is just a memory for me to be able to go to school there. Because I am aware that I am unable / unable / that is not my passion to continue my education with things that smell of calculation. But despite that I will never stop trying how I can continue to reach itb even if only to touch it so that everything I have fought for nothing is in vain. Look fanatic. May be. Because I think remembering those ideals burns the fire of enthusiasm. Hopefully