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1990-94 Adolescents either develop a sense of se...
1990-94 Adolescents either develop a sense of self-worth at the expense of those labeled inadequate or become inconsequential themselves.The majority of cadets are sensed as flawed. There can only be a certain number of cadets to fill the limited ranks. The ratio is 10:1. FUMA churns out a significant number of victims, used as pawns to create a kid-army. The corp needs privates, corporals, sergeants, lieutenants, and commanders. Only some of the students can become successful, respectable, extroverted, confident. The rest of the students are expendable, shamed. Speaking is not encouraged. Most remain ego bait used daily to feed sargents, lieutenants, and commanders. Physical movement is highly limited. Cadets are not helpful to each other. The school uses fear to control. FUMA has a reputation for housing troubled, undisciplined youths. The environment is unfriendly. Unfortunately a chain of command which demands "respect" amongst adolescents, perpetuates emotional and mental abuse. The atmosphere revolves around judgement, punishment, humiliation and intimidation. CONSCIOUS DISCIPLINE would require a far greater effort. Its extremely rare for parents or institutions to have the time, energy, or knowledge to attempt. FEAR is easier in the short term, but it destroys relationships in the long term. My father, brother, and uncle all attended, so I was forced to also. Some cadets use marijuana and alcohol. DIRTY T-shirts and underwear go to N.C. to cut costs. After a week clothes return, smelling worse. Everyone's dirty mesh bags pile into an industrial sized washer. The whites come back pink and wrinkly, smelling foul. Two pairs of dress pants are issued. One of those pairs are strictly for parades. Pants take a week to be cleaned and returned. So your stuck with one pair of pants all year. Just disgustingly greasy, unoticeable. No outside time after 6:15pm, limited movement in small shared rooms.
For me, after a few years I began to believe I was deserving of my low self esteem. And you will too, unless a ranking cadet recommends you for leadership the next year. But you will not know until you arrive the next year.
The officers wear different uniforms and hats so they can be identified from a distance. They must be saluted if walked past. Most cadets are undeserving of authority over themselves or others. It's the Baptist God's will. Suicide has happened at FUMA. There are fights. My senior year a cadet died after an altercation. I remember hearing the helicopters landing. It's a depressing existence. There's no privacy.
The socially respected are enticed to be extraordinary and immune from the belief they are failures, instead they feel capability and deserving of admiration. You will be taught how to do the simplest tasks. Everything is supervised and inspected daily, diminishing any sense of responsibility, pride or significance. Emotional intelligence is null. Emotions are frowned upon and made to be imaginary or weak. Options to learn or experience new things outside of a military environment are null. No musical instruments, tools, electronics, cooking. As an adolescent develops physically and mentally during this critical time at Fork Union they are reminded of their stature and place in life. Unfortunately depending on one's status in the hierarchy, the pre-frontal cortex and cerebellum are growing again. During the teenage years and throughout puberty the cerebellum and frontal lobe are developing the hard wiring for controlling, planning, working memory, organization, and modulating mood. During this particularly important stage of brain development what teens do, or do not do, can affect them for the rest of their lives. The cerebellum is also a part of the brain that changes well into adolescence; augmenting social-skills and decision-making. It's not a healthy environment but its easy to get honor roll obviously with the one subject plan. The transition to college has failed many. Now, 25 years later, it seems like yesterday.