I served this local church for 8 years I worked We...
I served this local church for 8 years I worked Wednesday nights Saturday nights and Sunday all day I never got my sabbath day I tried taking a break from Wednesday nights so the pastor decided to pay me so I can stay I wasn t getting paid Wednesday nights at first over the years I grew tired and I eventually had exhausted my body my mind soul and spirit I felt like my cheerful heart had been stolen from me I never got any emotional support I felt like they gave us the cold shoulder too often I had 3 disturbed dreams which involved the church I told my pastor about 1 that involved him he tried blaming me and my girlfriend for it some say forget and forgive but how is it ok not to express the trauma we went through it s like telling me to be quite to accept the pain like almost being abused and can t share my pain my girlfriend also went through a sad moment and her mom also had a bad experience the trauma is too much because it s too personal the fact that we get blamed for the unfortunate events is despicable I believe that they get embarrassed whenever the devil attacks the sheep because they want to work so hard to build the perfect church.