For nine months, my husband and I had prepared to ...

For nine months, my husband and I had prepared to give birth to our daughter with hypnobirthing.
The staff showed zero respect and interest in this. Her entire birth is two years afterwards, a long nightmare played in my interior. Fortunately, I am an experienced healer and self-hypnotist at this point, so the trauma is gone, but memory images are recurring.
For God's sake, do not give birth to SOS.