I don't understand why Pixie Project won't reassur...

I don't understand why Pixie Project won't reassure me that my darling Finny cat is happy and ok. I am so overwhelmed with grief. Did the Pixie Project kill my cat? It is horrific that such a thought would be in my mind. The following is a warning, a public service announcement. If you want to be 100% certain that your beloved pet is being placed in hands as loving as your own, don't take it to ANY shelter or adoption center and especially DO NOT TAKE YOUR PET TO THE PIXIE PROJECT. I trusted Pixie Project and they have betrayed my trust by refusing to offer me ANY proof that sweet darling Finnegan is alive, healthy and happy. There is no denying that I am tormented with worry. Why is Amy Sacks, executive director and founder of the Pixie Project doing this to me? You don't have to take my word for it. There are many other negative on-line reviews.