Thirty eight years ago almost to the day, I had my...

Thirty eight years ago almost to the day, I had my son there. I was a young mom.. with very little money, I had to go through the clinic. I never met the doctor who performed my c-section and he made my incision from my belly button down. I wasn't impressed but I figured it was whatever the dr. Was comfortable with.
Fast forward...9 months ago, my sister lost her life in this hospital. It wasn't supposed to happen. I'm angry. I'm hurt, devastated. There should have been more time. I shouldn't have lost my sister that day. All due to negligence. This hurts my heart so much. I watched her take her last breath.