since i've had to get a new PCP I'm sad to know al...

since i've had to get a new PCP I'm sad to know all I've seen non cirt; 80+ % are not even MD's thats fine CNP most only NP's also. my problem is after 30 yrs on klonopin 1 mg x 4 daily for seizures and severe anx/stress ptsd wfich stress can has triggered my seizures. now no reason MOBODY on CARE FIRST will refill my 30 yrs Rx. I just lost my mom my son my 2 nana's and 23 yr old pet anyhow i am at my lowest shaking on top of crying dear what cam and may happen to my safty heath wise. Does anyone who never abused your Rx's but yet they pcp/np say bye so find a dealer for a street drug s it is easier they told me,prof; medical staff of care first suggt; i try it. HELL NO I DON"T EVEN DRINK ALCOHOL NEVER DO NOT LIKE IT,never have. i do not do drugs,why would you let me possible die some people are not too strong in this area yet i harm you are doing by passing the pen/buck'' DOCTORs'' REMEMBER DO NO HARM A LITTLE THING YOU SWORE TO ,as a doctor/np , ect......, the LIST Dr.s don't help some due to fear of the ''LIST'' ITS REAL SCARY I GEUSS BUT who am I lori anderson you'll never see this if i am close to correct can't spell but I see said the blind man. PEACE GOOD HEALTH to ALL i said ALL!!!