Gave birth here 7 years ago, still feel sadness re...

Gave birth here 7 years ago, still feel sadness regarding my experience here. The nurses treated me like I was a little sister who irritated them greatly. One anesthesiologist accused me of using hard IV drugs because I have a scar on my arm from many hospital visits and many many IV fluids and blood drawn, apparently I scar easily. Doesn't mean I use or used iv drugs I was 5 months pregnant when was accused of this, I was there to have emergency gallbladder surgery! I had also survived a horrific domestic violence while pregnant that almost took my and my unborn babies life. Life was stressful to say the least. This experience was not a positive one. They even kept my baby for 4 hours after birth to "bathe him" I had to walk into the nursery after being told not to walk (I was pumped full of magnesium to prevent stroke) to get my son after 4+ hours. He is coming up on his 7yh birthday next month and I still feel the anxiety and sadness regarding this hospital experience. The nurses were more than rude.only a handful were kind and helpful. The rest were judgemental and passive aggressive.
I am pregnant again now and will not have anything to do with this hospital if my life depended on it.