I've been to three mental hospitals at the young a...

I've been to three mental hospitals at the young age of 11 to my first one being a depressing looking hospital like this. Staff told me that nuns used to be here knowing my fear of nuns, they also would not give me my medicine I used to sleep unless I couldn't sleep so I ended up being up until around 3:00am just for them to tell me to go back to sleep, staff told me I wasn't taking anything seriously no matter how hard i tried. After 72 hours of being there I told them that I was not feeling safe and felt like I was going to kill myself, instead of listening they sent me home and I ended up in my second hospital in less than a week.