Been with Calvary Chapel since 2006 , paid my thid...

Been with Calvary Chapel since 2006 , paid my thides to the church, became homesless due to loss of income, went to benevolence for some form of assistance, was turned away as i was told, i didnt seem like i wasnt suffering. I guess to the church, suffering has a look. My daughter and i slept in my car for 4mnths , they did not offer us a plate of food. This feels like wat the bible talks about running to the rock and the rock running away.