How can u get the true help u need when the counse...

How can u get the true help u need when the counselors here arent older then 25 years old & don't have any kids of they're own... If u haven't ever been an addict how can u really help one??!! I was told to NOT bring my kids to my appointments. But during my minor children's summer break I had no choice but to bring them. I was told that I wasnt in compliance because I came w both kids. I ended up having to leave my kids w a stranger that I barely knew so I wouldnt get kicked out of treatment.... I asked for my medical records and was told NO. No because they weren't safe w me. My own medical records aren't safe w me.... Crazy huh!. Even tho I can prove all of my urine analysis were & are completely clean, I guess I am not realiable enuf to keep documents safe. They give me weekly carries and the medication is safe enuf to send home w me but not my paperwork... There's a major control issue going on in this place! If u speak up you will get kicked off of treatment. If u speak up u will get reprimanded. You must kiss ass to stay on the program. Its hard being a 35yr old woman with 2 kids and im also 7months pregnant putting up w non sense from a 25yr old newly outta college wanna be counselor with a control issue and something to prove... I wish they focused on helping the patients more instead of adding to the drama in theyre lives!! Also, I just had a close friend die of acute withdrawl from methadone and from alprazolam. He was recently kicked off of this program and is now 3wks later passed away. His funeral is on next Thursday... Evergreen is not taking into consideration that its patially theyre fault for not offering him a treatment bed date!!! Instead they threw him off to just figure it out.... Hes in God's hands now, but who suffers for them having NO compassion?? My friends mom and grandma and father who lost they're only son do... He is the 4th person this year to die coming off of this clinic. It feels like some1 should be held morally responsible!!! Some1 should be held accountable- but no one ever is..... Its so unfortunate-