Everyday i thought about killing myself i could on...

Everyday i thought about killing myself i could only turn to drugs to not feel anything. Eventually i lost my job, car, apartment, girlfriend, and my drugs lol just about everything. I decided to put on something "Holley" while i kill myself and after listening to Joel Osteen on I'm still living and living 110 times better then ever. Thank you God for putting this person in my life...