i went to this place at the beginning of 2020 and ...

i went to this place at the beginning of 2020 and was traumatized to the point that i have almost no memories from the rest of the year. i watched staff walk a friend i had made out of the exit doors while they talked about committing suicide in their car after being told that staff werent actually going to find the housing. i was pulled from my room with no explanation and told to fill out discharge paperwork, i had no ride home, i was given no warning at all, i had reported being suicidal that day, and as i was hyperventilating because i didnt know how i would get home, my case worker (sasha) mocked me and told me to hurry up because she had more patients to see, then i was just sent to pack my stuff and given no explanation for how long itd be until theyd walk me out, so my mom (who id called to tell they were making me leave and i wasnt being told why) ended up having to wait for almost two hours. it was also written on my discharge paperwork that this was a "planned discharge", despite neither my doctor or the case worker telling me anything about a discharge, and the call that i supposed to receive about going to residential never happened. now my mental health is worse than it has ever been, and i have no trust in the mental healthcare system. incredible how one place can do so much damage, truly.