I'm a survivor of sexual assault & domestic violen...

I'm a survivor of sexual assault & domestic violence. I've tried twice to get a protective order at this location and I was denied twice supposedly due to lack of evidence. I was asked if my rapist had threatened my life... Isn't my story self explanatory?! I was drugged and raped; my ex, his mom and his friend wanted me dead because I didn't want them doing meth & other drugs around the children amoung other issues. The women who sat down with me didn't even take the time to look at my print outs of the harassing texts that my rapist/abuser had been sending me. I felt so let down & hopeless. I wanted to die after being raped & the only reason I'm still here is for my children. There's no way that I'm going to let this monster raise these innocent children into another version of himself. HPD has been even worse, they supposedly cannot give out temp. protective orders. Then I hear stories from other survivors about how they obtained protective orders from this same location with no evidence whatsoever and I'm just so mad at this point that I'm not even going to try and hide it. I'm mad and sad for very valid reasons. QUIT TRYING TO MINIMIZE RAPE & DOMESTIC VIOLENCE.