I just moved back to Alabama from Tennessee & I do...

I just moved back to Alabama from Tennessee & I don't have a doctor yet. I can't find anywhere to get my Depo shot (and my last pregnancy almost killed me because I couldn't get the medication I needed here either, which is why I moved). Now I can't even get birthcontrol?!? and Planned parenthood was unhelpful. Do I have to give myself the (muscle) shot now here with no experience? In Tennessee I could just go to CVS. The south, especially Alabama is a shame for women! They told me for half my life I could NOT get pregnant, would've let me die Pregnant & sick, and it's failing me trying to not be again! Even PP is a joke! How can I plan anything if I can't get the help I need!?!?!?!?!?