It was scarier than hell leaving home, going that ...

It was scarier than hell leaving home, going that far away and turning control of my life over to the counselors and staff, first in my addiction program, then PEP Professional Enhancement Program. I was lost, I thought my life was over, my marriage didn't have a chance, and I knew my career was in deep jeopardy. To be honest I wasn't a good patient, I didn't like what they were telling me, I rebelled, I didn't like giving them control of my life. I said some things directly to them that were mean and inappropriate. I was lashing out at the very people trying to help me. Their professionalism, compassion, experience and care fortunately came through. Today makes four years in recovery. MY REBIRTH DAY. Today I am strong in recovery, taking it one day at a time. I am back in my marriage and family, closer than ever, I am still working in my profession, and I am alive with a joy and acceptance that left me somewhere around age 8. I am sorry google plus combines 5 stars and "I loved it". I didn't love it. But I am incredibly thankful for my time and treatment there, So to David, Deb, Phillip, Leah Claire, Dr Walker, all the other counselors and staff of both programs and to the bus driver (I am sorry if forgot your name but I will never forget the positive reinforcement you gave to me hauling my behind around Hattiesburg) I am forever grateful.